Thursday, March 18, 2010

The Grace Dancer's


These are the Grace dancers:
studious teachers, contagious dancers, inter dimensional nondenominational shamans, singers & spirit raisers, mothers, my sisters, and the movement within oneself that brings about grace in the 'Grace' MusicmotionPictureShort and i tell you!!!...
after watching them dance every week,
while i was dancing with logistics, and frustration, and joy, and overwhelm, and gratitude...
playing with the lil' big homie Sean,
playing "leap frog", "give mommy presents", and "follow me around while i turn everything into a playground"...
holding newborn Khayri and matching my breath to his, my vibration to ours
and being washed with utterly unconditional love...
and after the madness of countess cancellations, logistics, reschedules, finding props for free, working with 20 people on a for the love budget etc...
i'm learning to relax into the unknown, to enjoy the dance , to dance with it all, to lead and to follow...
i'm learning i don't need a reason to smile
and i don't have to give myself a reason to frown
i'm learning what i really believe when things get hard
unearthing my buried broken hearts
and planting them again in more fertile soil
i'm learning to care
and to let go
i'm learning to love for no reason
because then it would stand to reason that no reason could make me stop ;)
i'm learning myself
and every genuine glimpse shows me you
looking at me looking at you
what a mirror-cle! ;)